Sometimes, I feel like I'm spreading myself far too thin. That I'm being far too ambitious, and not putting enough time into thinking about what the impacts of what I do ultimately will be.

It's nights like tonight where I feel like I have to take a step back, and look at what I'm doing. What I've been doing. Is it still worth doing? For what reasons am I doing it? What impact does it have on me? Or on those around me?

It's like I'm trying to be multiple people at once.

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This is a quick blog from a slightly more productive place than I had been last time. Perhaps I'll update y'all more on that relatively soon, or I'll wait until I can quietly throw something, a proper update or two, together and get them fucking published. It has been absolutely maddening to be as deep in a slump I've been these few months and for my summer break to have been almost entirely eaten away but bullshit (also, medication changes, though that's for another blog). Well, except

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